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Ahhhhhhh Honey is the cutest thing ever!!!!

So recently I haven't been on here. School work has been stressing me out like crazy! Sometimes I think of school as a priority, since there's nothing else to do.. Usually I belive that school is a corrupt idea put out by the government, like teachers often tell us that we will use the lessons we learn in real life, but what if what we desire to become involves no Math? No Chemistry? Or no History? Like Becoming a dancer or a hairstylist, But if school is necessary then it's something that eventually everyone has to go through....unless you want to drop out. But that is pretty useless, seriously, you already started it might as well end it. School has it's ups and it's downs but the only thing you should care of is your goal in life and getting through school.

School is a drag, at least for me. It's one of the most boring events in my daily routine. After school, going home and relaxing...Ahhhh that makes my day complete.
 

Things that make my life complete:
-Star Wars (Clone Wars or Episodes 1-6)
-Ice Cream (Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough)
-My IPod (The Beatles or Led Zeppelin)
-Writting (Poems or finishing a story)
-Hetalia (Only for the purpose that it is hilarious!)
 

-Hetalia, no doubt about it, is the fuuniest manga/anime ever!! Besides Ouran High School Host Club, since that one is pretty funny as well.
 

Tonight's the night, stand up high.
Upon the threshold, we arrive.
Our fight tonight, will be our last.
But for you my love, I'd die.

The empty street; barren with silence
No sounds, and no people
The screams of the battle, echo through the night.
It waits for them; And now it waits for us
How terrifying this fear is,
Not much more I think I can handle

It strikes us face to face, with all of it's strength
It stares me in the eyes, oh how it's satisfied
Works around your head, to puzzle your mind
Oh how to escape this beast before it comes
I must struggle to overcome, this fear.

It's a ravage beast, coming toward us, it's absolute desire
But we stand together, no space between us
You turn, it laughs and howls, almost like an arising fire.
What is going on? How can this be?
My love, the only one, has betrayed me
The sound of this night, are the sounds of a nightmare never heard.

Why? On why did I not see this coming?
I gave you my trust, as I thought you gave me yours.
But you betrayed me, worse than ever before.
There's no other choice.......
This is my final shot, your both going down...
Goodbye my love, as for I have ended this fight
This is the final fight.....My only fear has come true.......

Ahhh New Years!!!!!!!!
Exciting times for everyone and anyone.
To have the rush of a new year beginning, is just unexplainable. Everyone probably wishes that a new year means a new life. That's what Im hoping for me. This isn't for pity or for sympathy. I've just f***ed up way too many times. Sometimes it's from doing the wrong things or just exploding. Usually I don't think before I do stuff. I get caught up in my situations to even think. But I've learned from all my mistakes, and I've gone through too much too keep doing it all, but hey Im only human.

None of that matters now, I am changing. Though it's a slow process I am making progress. For the last time, to everybody that still doesn't believe it.....I don't talk crap about anyone, nor am I an instigater. I've got better things to dowith my life, and if I wanted to talk I'd tell you face to face. I wouldn't stall about it, I'd just tell you straight up, no matter how harsh it is. I've learned that from the past say one thing, it will escalade into something completely different.

Almost like one minute it's a small snowball that you are dodging, next thing you know it turn into a frightning avalanche that has you cornered and is slowly reaching it's way to grasp away your survival.

Whatever, come with me with any of this, I'll just do what I do best and stay quiet or switch the subject.
Hahaha, my only issue is that I'm too blunt for my persona. Being blunt is good, but sometimes I'm too harsh with it. Also my sarcasm, ah I hope that some people will learn my third language (yes third, spanish is my second ^^) and won't take anything too seriously.

I'm wishing for this new year to be drama-free. Seriously I'm sick of it, I've learned that if you hear something let it go in one ear and out the other. That's my tactic, for now at least. Until I find a super penguin that can zap me with a laser beam that can give me super powers! Then I can fly away and then save all innocent people from criminals!!!

Peace, and Happy New Year!!! :D